Sunday, November 29, 2009

My first so-called-poem.

I wrote it long time back. But it suits the situation anyways.
Here :

I'm just another girl,
waiting for someone to come..

I'm treated like a bitch,
by a fucking witch.
She makes me cry all day and night
and I try to hold on with a fake smile.
Now I'm turning bad,
looking at the times she made me sad.
I always wanted to die,
'cause I'm fed up of this life.
I suffocate within, I'm on the edge
But she's never gonna break me
'Cause I love some people to the core
the list includes A.D.P.K.R.N.H.S. and that's how it goes.

I live in the virtual world,
where everything is done by words
But now I'm stuck in hell,
where I'm certified dead.
Each day feels like an eternity and
tears roll down endlessly.
This is how it has always been, this how it is always going to be.
I don't believe in me, I don't believe in you
But I believe in God,
I hope he'll make things good.

I'm just another girl,
waiting for someone to come . . . 

Wednesday, November 25, 2009



How can I forget?

It was sooooo awesome! Iloveeeeeit.
I used to be glued to my television to watch the ad.
Obvessly I downloaded the ad from YouTube but watching it on TV gave a different feeling of excitement. :D

Main ek samaaj sevak hoon, main samaaj ki seva karta hoon.
It's not easy yar itni saari dates aur numbers yaad rakho.
Happy uh..1st left cheek kiss anniversary baby..
*phew* Day aur night inhi ke seva mein guzarta hai..
Huh! Isiliye mera kit-kat break toh banta hai.
Choco-layer aur wafer hogaye ek, because mehenti naujawaan deserve a break..
Afterall .. Seva hee toh dharm hai ! ;)
Kit-kat break banta hai "

This ad, these lines suit him completely though it's not him whose saying all that, it's dubbed. :x
And those ad people, they should have asked his real fans to act in the ad and not those dumb girls. :p
Anyways he's so AWESOME. I'm so in love with Kit-Kat now. :)


This cousin of mine from Calcutta, he told me that it has come in the newspaper here that Suhit Gosain is working with Sanjay Leela Bhansali in a movie. :|
I was like, EHH ?
I asked Suhit if he was doing so and as soon as I asked him this, he started laughing hard. He wasn't stopping only. After a while he was like NOO !
Ah! I made a complete fool outta myself in front of me just 'cause of that idiot cousin of mine. :x
After a few days then, when he shifted to Mumbai and started using another number, I couldn't contact him.
But there was this girl XYZ (I don't wanna disclose her identity) , she was my online friend and she was even Suhit's friend. She was just a fan earlier but then she became his very good friend. I just asked her to ask Suhit if he sill remembers me and all. :P
She asked him and he was like Who Radhika? :| But then she told him 'that Sanjay Leela Bhansaali waali girl' and he was like OHHH YEAAAH! xD
This was October, and he never really came online and I couldn't even talk to him on phone. :(

17th October 2007 .
It was his birthday. XYZ told me that you call me and we'll have a conference so that you can wish him. I was like yay. :) She said call me around 11 in the morning. I called her, she was like call me in 10 mins .. I was like okay. I called her after 10 mins. She was like I have to go somewhere right now, you call me at 4 'cause another friend of mine also wants to wish him so we'll wish together that time. I was like okay again. I called her again at 4.. She said hold on then after a while she was like I talked to him, he's having his lunch. So you call me in half n hour. I was like fine. I went to the PCO, called her. She was like he told me he's coming online so do one thing you go online and wish him there. I was like okay. I went online and waited for two goddamn hours. I then called her at 11 again, she was like yeah hold on. Then she was like he's not picking up his phone. I couldn't wish him. :( That XYZ ! :|
AND I HAD MY SCIENCE HALFYEARLY EXAM THE VERY NEXT DAY ! I did not study a single word. And I failed in my exam. My teacher gave me grace marks. =[

In November, during Diwali Suhit came back to his home, Delhi. I finally got a chance to talk to him. :)

7th November 2007 .
Two days before Diwali.
I called him, some female voice answered the phone. She was like "Hello" . I thought that's his sister. I was like "Hello, Can I talk to Suhit?" .. She was like "Beta, Suhit toh abhi kahin gaya hua hai" .. I was like Eh? Why is his sister calling me BETA ? :/ Then I realised that's his mom! My mum-in-law actually. :D I was like "Ohh! Namaste Aunty. Kab waapas aayega woh?" (Manners, you see. xD) She said.. he'll be back in 1 hour or so. I was like Okay, thankyou Aunty.
I called him after 2 hours, his mom picked up again. She said "Beta woh abhitak aaya nahi, main bhi ussi ka wait kar rahi hoon, aap kaun?" I was like.. "Radhika" . I wanted to say your daughter-in-law but ! xP
Then I called him around 11 pm . Finally HE picked up. I was like HEYY! RADHIKA HERE! He was like..Ohhhhhhh heyyy! I was like.. you remember me? He said..Yes! Ofcourse. And then I was literally dancing on my bed! I was just talking to him then he said if we can talk later 'cause he was having his dinner with his family that time. I was like no problem.. byee. He said.. "BUHBYEEEEE" ! DAMMMMMIT! I LOVE THAT "BUHBYE" , IT'S BREATH TAKING
After talking to him, I asusual called Sanchi and told her evrything. She was like "Aww" and all . :D

9th November 2007 - The Best Diwali Of My Life .
It was 12 noon. I called him again. He picked up saying Hello with a *yawn* . He just woke up. We talked. He wished me Happy Diwali. :)
And he sounds so fucking cute when he's sleepy. MANNNNNNNNNN!!!
The way he says "BUHBYE" and the way he *YAWNS* ! OMFGGGG! 
After talking to him, my day went really awesome. :)

Again he went to Mumbai after Diwali. I couldn't contact him anymore through phone but he started coming online a lil' more frequently. And guess what ? He even added me in his -OnlyForFriendsProfile- on Orkut. =)

I can never forget!!
F4 (Suhit,Chang,Parleen,Abhishek) , they performed on Mumbai .. some concert. And this girl named DEEPA PANJWANI , she went to see it and she recorded some videos and stuff so she posted those links in the F4 community. I added her then and now we're BEST FRIENDS ! She was Parleen and Suhit's fan. ILOVESUHITGOSAINMORENOW because, 'cause of him I met Deepa and I just can't imagine my life without her. 
And I met a hell lotta awesome people all this while. A few of them are still my best friends like Naina, Avneesh, Ayesha, Roopi, Archana, Devanshi, Shobhit, Suhana .. etc etc !
Well Naina is like my sister, you all know her. ;)
Avneesh, LOL. We became friends in some other way. I promised him to give SOMETHING but I wanted UDD CHALE's video in return. He was this so called "Suhit ka Pujari" . ROFL =P
Ayesha, Chang's fan.. she didn't disclose where she was from but when she told me she's in Shweta's school so I could make out then where she was from. ;P
Roopi, Parleen's sister and coincidently she's in the same school which comes to our school for exchange programmes. xD
Archana, a cute girl with a very cute voice. =D
Devanshi, the one who follows my blog regularly. Lol. :D
Shobhit, haha no comments ! xP
Suhana, where is she? Imissher. =|

To be continued . . .

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

- Family Tree -

I made this thing one and a half months back, when everything was in it's place.

Here it goes :

I found my Daddy cool in one,
and Lovely Momma in another.
Adopted daughter there,
and adopted sister here.
My hubby with me
and also my mum-in-law with him.
An unbiological sister,
and a special someone in someone.
Got betrayed by my uncle cum BF,
he broke up with me
But I still got my dad-bro-like-bestie beside me.
Niku, my brother is awesome.
and The smartest of all is 'THE' Ayeshang.
also, Grandmom is totally bangbangbang. xP
My not so real BF is KICKASS!
My Francais mamaji rocks, LakzoLakshy.
andand Akshy be the SpecialBestie.
ShreyaDeora loves books alot
Here comes my girlfriend aka BFF now
She is known as DUH of DUHs
Along with a genius who calls me a duffar.
Atlast, I'm here with the best of the best,
who are popularly known as the Demeaners - S K K K K D K . ;)


It's not a poem, but it's something.
It's close to my heart.
It's in my heart.

I'd love to write about them. :)
( Writing order-wise as mentioned above )


She's not hot, she is HOTCH!
She's my best friend since 8th grade. Thanks to the Corbett Trip. :)
We've had the craziest fun in those years. We laughed. We cried.
We've gone through a lot of shit. Specially the bunking incident. That bloody RP-MJ. :x
Ah! Anyways, she's the one who has always been there with me and will always be. I know. :)
I won't write more 'cause I don't really have much time, my bro can come any minute. :-S
So yeah, she's my Daddy Cool. MINE FOREVER. I love you.
\Dumbo-Pagaal Zindaabaad/
AND, she's bi-sexual. Not really a lesbian but not really a gay too. :/
And I hate her for kissing my boyfriend. Lol. ;P


Firstly, sorry, I didn't have a 'solo' pic. :[ But yeah, this is our family photograph. :)
So, this is my momma. She's verrry caring, gets pretty hyper sometimes and hates me whenever I'm upset or something. I love it when she says "Thapadd maarungi khainch ke" Lmaoo, so cute! :P
She's someone whom I tell EACHandEVERYTHING.
Someone said right - ' Mom is a daughter's best friend ' .I'm lucky to have sucha mom. :)
She's amaziiing, truely amaziing. I love her. She's the only one with whom I can go on and on and on and on over the phone. She's a gem, that too a precious one.

* ZOYA *

She's like a princess. :)
I love her a lot. She's just like me. Whenever I talk to her, I feel as if im talking to myself.
She's verrry pretty. Gorgeous is the right word actually.
And her voice is lovely too.
She's just awesome! I don't have words for her.
I just wanna tell you Zoya/Jaya/Jiya/Vanya :P .. that im always there for you, okay? Like always ! So never say you're alone.
Just smile. It costs nothing.


This was the only pik I had. :(
She's is so damn pretty. Don't go on the pik, she looks like a kiddo here but in real she looks like Katrina Kaif. :D and Iloveherhair, they're awesome .. just like her!
We have loads of fun together at tuitions. I've bored her a lot by telling her about my boring life and stories.
And how can I forget! We do this competition - ' Who's gonna write the notes faster? ' And I win it every time. xD
And we also play this 'Name the movie' game, I always win again. Yay me! xD
This shows you really are my Adopted Sister. Bwahaha! :P
And and, we're NOT FUNNY, we're COMEDY. xD
Hehe. Iloveyou! You're a cuteheart! Really. and you make me smile always whenever im in a bad mood.


:') .
The name itself brings a smile and tears both on my face.
He's the one who picks me up always whenever I fall. Whenever I am in some shit, he helps me out.
I won't say much. Just,
I love you, and will always do.
Kuka? No, Kunal. You're seriously THE BEST
And, very very special.
I'll always be there for you, no matter what happens.
You're awesome-er-est-er-est-er-est x Infinte.
Kuku kaapi gyu. ;)
Keep Smiling. :)
and Keep Rocking Hard! \m/
♥  ♥  ♥


'Maa' , as Naina says.
She's very pretty and very caring.
Sweeter than chocolate ;)
My Suhitian friend. xD
The testimonial which you once sent me:
v love suhit..........:).......
  v love kunal.........:).....

       v love oso.............:)......
   bwahahahahah..........!!!!!!!!!!!! '
Haha, Sahii.
I really love all your pictures. Keep uploading them.
And, I love you too. 


My sister x)
I think it's been 2 years now since we know each other.
We're quite similar, I suppose. We're meant to be, 'cause we are Taurians. xD
And we both are shy too. (Akshay told me, you're just like Naina) :P
She has always been there for me. Like a sister, always helped me whenever I got into trouble.
You have a special place in my life, Naina. 
and, Shahid is yuck. Nvm. :p
Just dance! \:D/


Lol. He's a dumbass. :P
He take things verrry seriously and is damn emotional.
Kinda kiddish at times, but that's nice.
He's someone whose very special to me.
Our choices are TOTALLY different from each other!
He is the one, who cries when I cry. Who laughs, when I laugh.
I don't have words for you. You're nice, very indeed.
- HUM paagal hain - ;D
Keep Smiling.


Hey Aditi, hansde hansde hansde hansde tu zarra. :P
Hehe! I've irritated her a lot by singing this song for her and also by irritating her with HIS name. :P
Lol. But look, she still bares me. Though, she gets really mad at me sometimes for behaving like this but still, we're good friends. She has helped me too in problems and stuff.
Always be there.
And, Kabhi kabhi aditi zindagi mein unhi koi apna lagta hai, kabhi kabhi Aditi woh bichadd jaaye toh ek sapna lagta hai. :p


* Dad-bro-like-bestie * , exactly !
He's awesome, like REALLY!
We talk all bullshit and Iloveit!
He has an awesome sense of humour. :p
Our music choice is similar too. Remember, NAYAN TARSE? ;D
And how can I forget? He USED TO look like Karan Singh Grover, the DMG guy. xP
Well, no more. He now looks like Donald Duck. and more like himself. xD
And I'm really jealous of him! Grr! :|
And I miss old times.
Iloveyou. Be the same. NEVER CHANGE!
And tu KKR ki tarah GAVAAR hai! :P
KS :_


Niku-Kunj . He's like my big brother.
Always there for me.
Though we hardly talk, I know we love and care for each other.
He's very nice and is very cute too. :)
You be totalllly awesome!
I love you.
And I hate you for meeting Suhit! Grrr! :P


Musician + Book lover = Ayeshang.
That's the first thing which comes to my mind. ;P
Okay. We've had enough of our *F4* talks.
and I miss our YM talks !
And and, I miss playing OSO-OSO !
And disney-disney. :(
Anyways, she's a hell lotta fun to be with.
Pure Libran. :B
Don't mess with her, or else you'll lose yourself.
Tadaa :)


She acts pretty matured at times and pretty kiddish sometimes.
But all I know is, she loves all her friends a lot.
She won't leave you if you do something wrong.
And yeah that's why she's my grandmom!
And, she's SAM(Abhishek) too. We play Dostana-Dostana.
Lemme tell you Sam, Priya(Purvi) is mine, 'cause im more romantic. Hehe! ;P
Dil bole hadippa! Hehe, what a jokes!
So randumb! Idiio!
How-da, How-di ..So-da, so-dii!
And I was like .. 'uhhh' .
Chuck it.
Guru, ki Puru, ho jaa Shuru! Lmao! :P


Lol. Yeah, he's KICKASS! xD
And looks like Ayaz(Roadies) . :-"
We hardly talk but he's hotch. :P
And we know someone who knows how to LIE, very well. xP
And you have to come to Jaipur with your sister idyaat. :|

And I'm adding another pik here. 'Cause I don't have much to write, so here a very special pikture:

Hehe! That's Duh and Ayaz !
So cute! :D


He's the hawtest guy in my friend's list. :P
It took me 20 mins to chose which pikture to add here, 'cause all of them were so friggin' hawt. Lol. xP
So he's my 'mamaji' 'cause his sister's name and my mom's name is the same. :P
And his music choice is like awesome. And his status lines are awesome. And he himself is awesome too. xD
He's very funny.
And, he taught me Francais and I could pass in that subject 'cause of him only. :P
Merci mon ami. xD
" Keep rocking, beat knocking, non-stopping "


He's mast. xD
Happy-go-lucky kinds !
I've never seen him worried or anything. :/
And he's a sex aurat ! :P
Tum bahut ache ho, I like you. xD
And I miss our Yahoo talks too and music sharing too. :(


She's awesome.
Real fun to be with.
I've bored her to death by telling her my stories and all. Sorry. xP
So yeah, she loves books and music.
I really like her dressing sense.
And she's just awesome !
I simply don't have words.
She be my special friend, the one with whom I can share anything.


My bestest friend. I love her a lot.
DUH, is what I call her. 'Cause she is.
She's pretty too awesome.
She cannot be described in words. She's like God to me.
And she's so beautiful. So pretty. So cute. So HOTCH!
Her boyfriend is lucky. I wish I was a guy. ;)
She looks like Amrita Rao sometimes and sometimes like Shambhvi Sharma and sometimes like Bani J. :P

Bonus picture(lol):

I look like really dumb and all. But whatever! :)
I wish you come to Jaipur again ASAP.


^^ The Wake Up Sid Stone. =P
Haha! Kuwaitiya/Genius/Parleen/Ishu ! :P
Lol. He's like a very special bestie of mine.
Very funny. Totally awesome.
And he's friggin' lucky too.
Anyways, Ilovehimmmm.
And he's been like a 'guide' for me. =]
He has got all the qualities that I look for in a boyfriend. Lol. Haha! :P


Funny, the first thing that comes to my mind.
She has been there with me through all my shit.
I've irritated her alot. Bored her to death.
and It's really boring when she doesn't come to school, like really.
And it's like she NEVER comes to school. :|
But anyways, as I always say - I love her clothes and dressing sense.
She's pretty cool. :)
Iloveherlikemylil'daughter. =P


She's sooo cute ! :)
Very random. Crazy a lil' .
Her music choice is awesome. She always tells me to listen too lalala songs and they turn out to be pretty awesome. xD
Her dressing is way too cool too.
She gets excited very easily, I guess. :/
But beyond everything, she's one of my best friends and she rocks.
And yeah, I love your Cheese Bread, tiffin mein. ;D
Keep rocking. \m/


She's like SHIN CHAN! :P
Cute and irritating.
The one and only friend of mine since 10 years.
Woah! Long time. =)
We've wacthed a lot of movies together.
And she's been like a saviour for me everytime. xD
And I used to love it in 6th grade when she used to teach us Needle Work.
-Pour the needle into the cloth- Lol.
What fun we used to have man !
BeTheSameAlways. \m/


Rituuuu :D
She's cool man, totally cool.
She's an all-rounder !
Good in sports, studies .. everything !
And yeah, we love going to her place! :P
And she rocks man, really.
Never ever change Ritu :)


Kal ki superstar! ;)
She loves Drake bell.
Like Suhit is for me, Drake Bell is for like her.
She's really nice.
Very polite and sincere.
Good in studies, good in sports too.
She sings like Drake Bell. I mean she sounds like him when she sings.
Very cute. Kinda naughty.
Keep rocking :)

You all are here F o r e v e r.
This is my F a m i l y. ( Was? )
These are my F r i e n d s. ( * )
They are my L i f e. (  )
I am L u c k y.
I am frigging L u c k y.

P.S. : A few people have not been mentioned above but that doesn't mean they aren't special. They're special, and they know that. :)